I rather fancy a smoke. But, since I have got to this time, will really try not to think about them. It sounds daft, but don't seem to want one and then I remember I am trying to stop and then the urge is there.
Could really have done with going to work, takes my mind off it.
With the help of mints. those tiny ones, a bit of chocolate now and then and fruit, I am managing up to now.
I tend to have a little rest after dinner if not going out. Not sleep exactly, just a doze. Well, not even a doze I suppose. Don't know what to call it. Whatever, it takes my mind off things.
I wonder how S. is getting on, wonder if she bought the patches yesterday? If she did, I am rooting for her and of course, for me. I promise to root for anyone else going through this hell too.
With me, it can't be the lack of nicotine can it? Maybe just the habit, I don't know.
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