Wednesday. 17th Jan.

Well, I don't remember writing the last post today, I think I wrote the wrong date.
It's the 17th January today, not to worry I am back on track now.
Happy Birthday to our younger son. Poor lad is working.

It was a bad day for me yesterday but today, it seems a lot better. It's not 4:30 pm yet so there is still time. I just hope that all goes well for me up to bedtime.

Went to have my hair done this afternoon. I was praying, lol, that my hairdresser lady would ask how I was doing. (I am a big show off!) Anyway, she did and of course, I had to tell her, I mean, it would be rude not to have done so. She said I had done well. She smokes so she knows how hard it is.

To be really honest, I am worried. I just don't have faith in myself, I feel if I do show off and tell everyone, I will fail.
If I did have a cig, I would say so.
I mean, 17 days without a smoke! Me!
Ok, getting small amounts of nicotine in the patches but I don't think as much as I would be getting if I still smoked.
Oh shut up Fagash, ok, I will. Bye. x