Another go at it..............

Happy 2007.
Well, I haven't had a cig now since last year! (Oh, I wish it was April and I could still say that!) Not that I am wishing my life away. If I had stayed ciggie free since the day I started this battle, I would have been able to say I hadn't had one since the 21st October. I would have been really happy about that and most possibly, surely, over the worst of it.

I hope anyone who has made the effort to stop is good and gives up the weed. If not, be like me and keep trying. I will manage one day.

I had a last one on New Year's eve at about 11:45 pm. I smoked quite a few that night and didn't enjoy them at all. Well, maybe I did enjoy one or two. I certainly didn't smoke more than seven cigs though. Even though the last ones weren't nice, I still, somehow fancy a smoke. But why???? I know it won't taste good. For goodness sake, I have slipped before and wasn't very happy with my 3 minutes of smoking. I felt I had let myself down, which I had.

The patches are helping as I think I may have, shot my husband, run through the street, screaming and swearing or torn down the curtains or something like that if I wasn't wearing one.
Silly really, I couldn't have shot my husband, no gun!!! lol
Take care and good luck. x