Decided to have just the one cig. Then decided that it wasn't a good idea at all. So I didn't.
Nearly 48 hours without now.
If I had that one cig, I would have been duty bound to finish the other 9 off wouldn't I?
I know the answer to that. I couldn't have thrown the nine away. Maybe the last two or three. Now if my adding up is correct, I would have smoked 7 or 8 cigs. That would be 7 or 8 more than I want, or should I say would have smoked?
Maybe those 10 would have lasted until tomorrow. So that would mean Monday, starting again. No, I don't want to do that.
If I did, maybe I would say s** it and buy 10 more. Then a few days down the line, start it all over again!
I don't know, no one said life was easy though, did they?
Why can't I be one of those people who woke up one day and said, "That's it." threw any remaining cigs away and sailed through this with no problem?????
We smokers have met people like this. I wonder if it was really a bed of roses for them or not?
Nearly 48 hours without now.
If I had that one cig, I would have been duty bound to finish the other 9 off wouldn't I?
I know the answer to that. I couldn't have thrown the nine away. Maybe the last two or three. Now if my adding up is correct, I would have smoked 7 or 8 cigs. That would be 7 or 8 more than I want, or should I say would have smoked?
Maybe those 10 would have lasted until tomorrow. So that would mean Monday, starting again. No, I don't want to do that.
If I did, maybe I would say s** it and buy 10 more. Then a few days down the line, start it all over again!
I don't know, no one said life was easy though, did they?
Why can't I be one of those people who woke up one day and said, "That's it." threw any remaining cigs away and sailed through this with no problem?????
We smokers have met people like this. I wonder if it was really a bed of roses for them or not?
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